Happy New Year.

I hope everyone had a happy new year. Cameron and I had a chill new years. I really dislike going out and being in the middle of thousands of people...i don't do good with crowds. Anyway, we went and saw our house and then had fun driving around and going in other houses under construction. Then we went and saw "The Producers" (it was pretty good) and then went to dinner. Got home around 11pm and watched the ball drop on tv. I had a good time. Next year I'll have to give in and go out I'm sure. :)

I don't feel like I'm ready for a new year. I want to me more gung-ho and excited for a fresh start, but I'm actually feeling a little depressed and tired. I'm sure that will go away. I really do want to be excited for 2006.

2005 was a good year. Pretty hard for me health wise though. I am feeling a lot better now and am praying that 2006 will see me restored to health 100%. This year we sold our house, but didn't get into our new house yet. Relevant had a great year. Lots of growth which makes my job harder, but I still love it. I really thought we'd get pregnant in 2005, but we did not. I am praying that 2006 will the year for us to get pregnant and perhaps even our first child will be born in 2006. Only God knows for sure.

Whats on my mind right now:
The Gators just won their bowl game. Good game. I just cleaned up our room. You couldn't even walk around in here with all our Christmas presents everywhere. Now its organzied which always makes me feel good. Cameron is at the Capital One Bowl with Kyle and some Zondervan people. I've got it on the tv and it looks like a good game. My sweet Mckenzie is sleeping next to me. She has lost 2 lbs. since we've been here. I think all the change and stress. She's still 16 lbs, but she feels boney which I don't like. The NFL regular season ended yesterday. And last night was the last Sunday night game ever! WHAT! That was a shock to me...i don't like that decision. Of course Sunday night does have good tv, so maybe it's okay... I'm going to go workout in a few minutes. I'm super tired so I think I'll lay down for a few first. I finally got my photos downloaded and I can't get them to upload. Stinks...i'll have to try again later. I really like regular coke-a-cola. Not a good thing to like with all those calories and sugar.

I pray for Gods vision and direction for my life is made very clear to me in 2006. I pray to hear Him in everything I do. Oh...and I pray to stay motivated to keep working out. :)

Talk to ya later...